a beginning

so this is a start for this blog. be it my portfolio. be it an organized place to hold my works; texts and pictures, since the chaos of my "offspring" is so widely spread, it`s out of control. what else. i graduated as a visual artist. hate the word. everyone is an artist, i think. i just wish to see more creativity in people, in general. for me creative process is something that happens by itself. no forcing. stream. of consciousness. i always try to conquer the rational. let the subconsciousness do the job. since it does it well. but it needs a flow of creativeness. easy as it sounds. loads of barriers of mind to break. 

creative process is often painful. if it`s true. but only then is the result beautiful. same thing with life. you must be bold to really LIVE it. and sure you will suffer. but it`s the pathway to progress. and stop. and listen. breathe. forgive. and give up when it`s time to. love without limits. love forgetting how to fear. this. something to achieve to. my creative process is tied to the conscious progress of the will to be a better person and to understand the world and myself in it.